Solitude

Quiet week. I miss them. They are having a wonderful time. I called AB last night and talked to her and she went on and on and on, this is a girl who hates talking on the phone. They've been to River street, an island carnival, street fountains, beach, pool, ice cream and sundae shops, the lighthouse, everywhere. AB is probably the luckiest little girl alive. I'm not even kidding you.

At the same time I am enjoying my quiet. I know it will be the last time for quite a while. Staying up late, sleeping in a little, going for long walks in the morning, basically doing whatever the fuck I want to. It has been bliss. I am the second luckiest girl alive.

When we were on the phone last night I was wrapping up the conversation and AB says, "Mommy, don't hang up yet." She was giggling, I was giggling. I miss her. I love her. R posted a pic on Facebook of her playing in a fountain downtown and she looked so big, so grown up! I sobbed for a good five minutes with happiness and sadness.

Oh, and pregnancy hormones.

Hope you have a great day. I will.